sooooo... job searching is crap!!
it is sometimes so humiliating to justify oneself to future employers-- especially when you know you have so much to contribute to the world through working on projects that MATTER!!!
anyway. navigating through different treadmills- stepping from one treadmill to the other, and all the while taking on the machine mentality of working for someone else, in their frame of mind...

i guess that's just that simple experience of alienation that all the socialists and the existentialists articulated all those years ago. Oh to have some control over your labour!! and some respect in your workplace!!! and some recognition of your skills and some support from managers!